Honesty is the best policy ! Hahaha. I can finally read my post here without getting hurt or anything close to being sad :) im happy now and guess what i thankyou for letting me go. You set me free and away from sadness. Ive thought of everything you did to me actually it was for the best and thank you for making that right decision for us. Thank you for choosing the right path for us. I am just so greatful for the goodness you did for me. The best part of our story is we laughed together and we learned to set free happily without hatred. And yes it did took long for me to realise that and im sorry for that, okay? Peace be with you. We shall live our separate lives happily (noplasticness) haha. Weeeee!
Doyouknowthatfeelingthateverythingdoesntmatteranymore. itslikeeverythingisnewtoyou. youcantevenunderstandanything. notevenmyself. doyouknowhowbadthatis. itslikeeverysecondyourstugglingforyoursurvival. tryingeverydaytomakeitsomehowbetterthanyesterday. youcanhearthemlaughbutiwonder”howwouldtheyfightinabattlefield?”. aretheystrongerthanme? howworstarethereproblems? dotheyevenfeellostsometimes? butaretheirsmiles,laughsreal? everybodygetstired! buthowdotheyfaceit? howdotheygetovertiredness? causeihavenoidea. thereisthisvoiceinmyheadwaitingtobeheard. butithinkthisvoiceisjustanotherattentionseeker. itslikeachildwaitingtobeunderstoodwithunclearwords. howhardisthat? howwillibeabletounderstandthisvoice? icantjustspeakmymindandletsomeonehearit. causeeverypersonhasthereownproblems. whocaresifyourtired,hurt,inpainorsad? causeidontsowhywouldanyonecares? findawaytosolveit. theonlywaytogetthroughitisbyyourselfwiththesupportofpeoplearpundyou. theydonthavetoknowthattheirhelpingyougetthroughthis. fightingfighting. ifyourtiredthengetarest. ifyoucan.
everything you do still matters to me ! ARGHHHHHHH ! >.<
whoa its been awhile since i logged in in this account. A LOT has changes. and really mean a lot. and i cant keep up with it. :( its happening too FAST !