~hacked.
When will she be able to move on. I know deep inside her she isnt fully moved on. She is still hoping that one day will come and she can call him “mine” again. But I know that day wont come. But why doesnt she know that. She says “she’s fine” and manage to smile like she isn’t broken at all. When will she speak the truth. When will she stop crying late at nights? She can’t manage to go online here as this is where she kept their memories. Memories that I think it should be forgotten. She got hurt without anyone knowing but she is still crazy about his existence. There are a lot of guys after her but her heart is only for him. What’s so special about him? When will she stop caring? Can’t she not see that the guy he loves doesn’t feel the same way about her? She might not admit that she still loves him but I KNOW SHE DOES. She might say she’s over him, I dont believe her. She is a true lover and she always end up in this situation. She fights for her love one but no one ever notice. No one ever see that she’s hurt deep inside. She cries at night time to go to sleep and wake up early in the morning ‘cause she misses him. She might know that. I hope someday she will stop torturing herself. As I know a part of her is blaming herself again for what happen. She is left broken as usual but she doesn’t realize that as far as she knows she deserve this and did something wrong. Move on and stop hanging on to something that isn’t there anymore. He hurt you alot of times without him caring so why do you still care that you will hurt him? Stop thinking about his feelings stop caring and stop LOVING him. Learn to give up sometimes and learn to show your true feelings. I know you more than you know yourself. Be bitter if you have to. CURSE! SCREAM! Just let your feelings out. He can hurt you a lot of times but why can’t you? LET GO CAUSE THE GUY ALREADY DID. YOUR HIS EX now ! NOMOREYOUANDHIM. HE WILL NEVER BE YOURS AGAIN! I KNOW CAUSE IM GUY. WE GUYS FORGET EASILY.
Its over. So stop fighting for him. You wont be ever in his arms again!
#if you read this PCM. PEACE.
